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Title<\/b>: First Time For Everything [Changmin\/DBSK]
\nRating\/Warnings<\/b>: NC-17 for DBSK breaking in Changmin.
\nSummary<\/b>: Changmin isn’t the baby anymore, and he’s got it all planned out about how he’s going to show that to the other members.
\nAN<\/b>: I’ve been working on this for days and days, which is crap cause I have eight million other things to do before NaNo, but Yunho was difficult and Junsu only got going when I was the Sheetz. Really high-class, that Junsu. <\/p>\n
First Time For Everything<\/b><\/p>\n
Changmin plans the whole thing out before he starts. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s just common sense; once he gets going he won\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t be able to stop the ball rolling, and anyway, he isn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t in a rush. He could be talked into a rush, sometimes, when Junsu wears jeans a size too small or Yunho wears eyeliner, when Yoochun laughs so that you can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t see his eyes, or when Jaejoong doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t hide the strength of his punches. <\/p>\n
But Changmin holds back, takes it a step at a time until he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s pleased with all aspects of the plan, no matter how he considers it. After all, it takes some thought to figure out how to split his innocence four ways, enough thought that he wonders with amusement how much innocence he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s got left anyway after all the research. <\/p>\n
The question of whether the others will want what he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s giving them never crosses his mind; Changmin only concerns himself with the who and the how. <\/p>\n
On the other hand, he forgets how hard it is to get any of them alone, most of the time, and by the time he manages to catch Jaejoong alone on the couch, the others late at a radio show, rushing is looking like a better and better option. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153What\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s up, Minnie-ah?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Jaejoong asks vaguely, eyes glued to the cooking show he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s watching with the volume off, but he gives a grunt of surprise when Changmin drops into his lap. His weight pins Jaejoong to the couch, knees digging into the cushions on either side of him, and he slides fingers into Jaejoong\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hair to tilt his head back before pressing his mouth against Jaejoong\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s. <\/p>\n
Jaejoong isn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t even kissing back and the feel of his lips still sends a bolt of want down Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s spine. Changmin curls closer and wonders, with the part of his brain that isn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t moaning about how Jaejoong tastes of smoke and cinnamon, whether maybe he waited too long after all, and now he won\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t be able to hold back. <\/p>\n
Fortunately, Jaejoong does it for him, putting hands on Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s shoulders and pushing him until he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s sitting far enough back on Jaejoong\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s thighs for Jaejoong to get a look at him. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Changmin?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Jaejoong asks, voice low and firm, examining Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s face. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Teach me to kiss?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin says, hoping he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hitting the right chord of curious dongsaeng wanting a favor from his favorite hyung, and somebody old enough to know what he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s doing.<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Changmin,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Jaejoong says again, the tip of his tongue running over his bottom lip, making Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s fingers tighten in Jaejoong\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s shirt. Jaejoong\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s stalling, Changmin can see, which means he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s thinking about it. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153I\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I came to you first on purpose,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin interrupts, guessing that what Jaejoong is worried about is being the sole focus of Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s affections. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s such a sweet assumption that Changmin would laugh, except he doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t feel like laughing very much while Jaejoong is warm and sharp under his hands but not kissing him. <\/p>\n
His stress on the word \u00e2\u20ac\u02dcfirst\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 makes Jaejoong\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s eyes widen, then narrow. His hands tighten on Changmin, which Changmin takes as a good sign, and he decides to press forward. He leans closer, testing, but Jaejoong doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t stop him, so he presses their mouths back together, squeezing his eyes shut so that Jaejoong doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t see the way it makes his eyes roll back in his head. <\/p>\n
When Jaejoong slides a hand up to palm the back of Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s head, Changmin feels flush with victory for a tenth of a second, before Jaejoong starts to kiss back, and every synapse in Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s brain short-circuits. <\/p>\n
It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s like One Touch, only One Touch has never made Changmin so hard so fast, Jaejoong\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s mouth demanding submission from Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s as he angles Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s mouth open and explores every inch of it. Changmin groans, the noise swallowed by Jaejoong before it ever hits the air, and it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s all he can do to twist his hands in Jaejoong\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hair and hold on.<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Jaejoong,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin finally gasps when he tears his mouth away, dizzy from lack of air, rubbing against Jaejoong anyplace he can reach. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Is that all you got?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Jaejoong asks, sounding bored, and it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s only through long practice that Changmin hears the touch of breathlessness in his voice. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153I thought you\u00e2\u20ac\u2122d last at least longer than Junsu.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Fuck you,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin growls, but he gets ahold of himself and sucks in a deep breath, then straightens up to take a long look at Jaejoong. Jaejoong\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s lips are pink and puffing up, wet where his tongue darts out to lick at them, and despite his cool expression, his chest is rising and falling more quickly than usual. Through the haze of lust, Changmin smirks; even the oldest has weaknesses, it seems. <\/p>\n
When Changmin closes his mouth over Jaejoong\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s mouth again, he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s on offense this time, using the sharp edges of his teeth and his tongue to search out all the places that will make Jaejoong shiver. He tries to remember what Jaejoong just did to him and to use it against him, and he hums in victory when Jaejoong gives a sharp moan and clutches at the small of Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s back. <\/p>\n
It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a Pyrrhic victory, though; when Jaejoong thrusts up against him, Changmin nearly loses it, giving himself away with a telltale shudder and an arch of his back. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153You little virgin,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Jaejoong coos, condescending, but he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s shivering too, and when Changmin lets go of his hair to reach for the zipper to his jeans, Jaejoong\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hands are right there too, fingers fumbling and getting in each other\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s way. <\/p>\n
Changmin is surprised once again when Jaejoong bats his hands out of the way and curls his own hand around both of their cocks, but he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s far past arguing. Instead he wraps arms around Jaejoong\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s neck and presses their foreheads together, rocking his hips into Jaejoong\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s touch and groaning at the slide of their cocks against each other. Jaejoong\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s making a lot of soft noises, which are almost driving Changmin crazier than anything else, and he wonders if Junsu\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s loud like that, if Yunho is, what Yoochun\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s pianist\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s fingers will feel like. He comes like that, not sure which thought pushed him over the edge. <\/p>\n
But, he supposes as Jaejoong comes against him with a long cry, it probably doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t matter.<\/p>\n
He tells Jaejoong the rest of the plan while they\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re curled up close together on the couch, Jaejoong toying with Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hair. Changmin feels affectionate and conspiratorial, too good to get annoyed about Jaejoong wiping his hand clean on Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s T-shirt, much better than when he gets off alone. He finds himself hoping he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll feel this way with each of them, after, then wonders when he got to be such a shameless girl and whether doing it with Yoochun will make the problem worse.<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153No wonder Yunho looks like he has no idea what\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s going on half the time,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin eventually mumbles, Jaejoong\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s heartbeat loud against his ear. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153He was like that before I got to him,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Jaejoong insists airily, before he pulls Changmin up for a slow, deep kiss, and Changmin forgets what he was going to say anyway. <\/p>\n
*****<\/p>\n
Junsu looks honestly startled when Changmin shoves him up against the dressing room wall a few days later, and Changmin spends a second savoring the look on Junsu and also being pleasantly surprised that Jaejoong kept his promise about not telling anyone else.<\/p>\n
Then again, Changmin did promise to give Jaejoong every single detail later, and Jaejoong does love a good intrigue, so he supposes he shouldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t be that<\/i> surprised. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Minnie\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6ah?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Junsu says, looking thoroughly unsure, and the uncertainly changes to downright panic when Changmin drops to his knees. <\/p>\n
For the first time Changmin feels an actual stab of fear that not everyone will go along with this plan of his, and his grip tightens on Junsu\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hips. <\/p>\n
Still, it is Junsu, and the panic ebbs away when Changmin slides his hands to curl them around the famous Junsu ass that everyone\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s always going on about. Junsu\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hands land on Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s shoulders, curling uncertainly, and Changmin rubs a cheek against one of Junsu\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s palms until Junsu seems unlikely to bolt. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Ne, Susu-ah,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin asks when he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s sure he has Junsu\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s full attention, tilting his head to rest his chin on Junsu\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s stomach. He figures there\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll be plenty of time to play rough with Junsu later. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s okay, right? You can have my first blowjob if you promise to return the favor.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Okay,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Junsu breathes practically before Changmin finishes talking, eyes fixed on Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s face, and Changmin holds back a chuckle at how easy Junsu is. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153But you probably ought to know, to be fair, it won\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t be my first one.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Changmin rolls his eyes but does not say, as he wants to, that that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s likely the understatement of the year. Instead, he turns his attention to pushing Junsu\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s belt and pants out of the way. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s easier said than done, given the ridiculous get-up they’ve been forced into lately, but eventually Changmin proves with determination he can triumph even over electric purple vinyl. <\/p>\n
Junsu catches at Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hair at the last second, and when Changmin looks up, Junsu\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s chewing on his bottom lip. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Are you sure?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Junsu asks, really looking at Changmin, and the nerves which Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s been shoving down evaporate suddenly from the rush of heat Junsu\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s concern provokes. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Are you<\/i> sure?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin teases gently, resting his cheek on Junsu\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hip for a moment. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve never done this before, I might suck at it, you know.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Sucking\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s what you\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re supposed<\/i> to do,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Junsu retorts, the temptation of the pun too strong to resist, which is exactly what Changmin was hoping for.<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Well, I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll work hard, then,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin murmurs. The perversion of the familiar phrase they\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve all used innocently hundreds of times makes Junsu snicker and loosen up under Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hands. <\/p>\n
Changmin figures it won\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t get any easier than this, so he might as well get to it. <\/p>\n
His first taste of Junsu is sharp, Junsu\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s skin damp and musky from being confined in the vinyl, but after a second Changmin decides that he likes it and moves to swallow more of Junsu. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Easy there,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Junsu pushes Changmin back before he can actually choke. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153If you hurt your throat, the others\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll kill me. Here, like this.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Changmin is somehow unsurprised that Junsu is the blowjob expert. His eyes flutter a little when Junsu works fingers into Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hair, and it takes him a second to realize that Junsu\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s guiding him gently, moving his mouth back and forth in sync with the rocking of his hips.<\/p>\n
Gentle\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s not really what Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s after, though. He\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s heard more than enough over the years through closed, and sometimes not very closed, doors to know that what he really wants is to drive Junsu to the edge of his control, and then shove him over it. So after getting the idea of what Junsu\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s showing him, Changmin takes control back and starts moving on his own, a little faster, a little deeper. <\/p>\n
It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s weird, and his jaw starts to get stiff after not very long, but Junsu tastes good and is making a lot of cute little noises, and Changmin thinks he might like this a lot once he gets the hang of it, for its own sake rather than as the sort of perfunctory foreplay it seemed to be in all the \u00e2\u20ac\u02dcresearch\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 he watched on his computer. <\/p>\n
He gets frustrated that he can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t get Junsu in all the way, though; the clear moan Junsu gives when he growls about it startles him, and he flicks his gaze up to see Junsu watching him, amusement lurking on his features underneath the flush of arousal and the brightness of his eyes. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Use your hand,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Junsu suggests, voice rough, and when Changmin furrows his brow, Junsu pulls one of his hands out of Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hair to demonstrate, pushing Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s mouth back far enough to stroke himself firmly. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Hmm,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin hums, and that makes Junsu groan too as Changmin bats his hand away and takes over. He finds that taking Junsu\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s advice means it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s easier to focus on exploring the tip of Junsu\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s cock with his lips and tongue, so fascinated with the weirdness of the texture and shape that it takes a few seconds to register that Junsu really, really<\/i> likes it as well. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Min,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Junsu finally gasps, tugging Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s head back. Changmin resists, still experimenting, but Junsu shoves him back until Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s mouth slips off him with a small pop of lost suction. Before Changmin can argue, Junsu is wrapping his hand around Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s and giving himself a last few harsh strokes. Changmin looks up and is caught by how Junsu throws his head back, cheeks red, mouth open, as he shudders and comes over their hands. <\/p>\n
Changmin pulls his hand away and considers it while he sits back, wincing as he gets his legs out from under him and one of his knees cracks. Without really thinking about what he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s doing, he licks a streak of white off one of his fingers, looking up at the catch of Junsu\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s breath. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Shouldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t I?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin asks, still considering the taste; it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s bitter, different from his own in a way he can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t quite figure out, but then again it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s Junsu, and he thinks that he might not have minded if Junsu hadn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t pushed him away. Clearly further research is needed. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Not if you aren\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t prepared for the consequences,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Junsu growls, dropping to his own knees and shoving Changmin until Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s back hits the floor. <\/p>\n
He gets Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s own vinyl out of the way with a speed that speaks of long practice. Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s so hard at this point that it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s almost painful when Junsu starts shifting things around down there, but anything he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s about to say dies in his throat when Junsu finally gets his mouth on Changmin. <\/p>\n
Junsu swallows Changmin practically the whole way in one try, and Changmin growls about the unfairness of it, demands to know how Junsu does that. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Practice, Minnie-ah,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Junsu lifts his head just long enough to say, and to grin shamelessly, and Changmin is in the middle of vowing to himself that he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll definitely learn to beat Junsu at this when he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s interrupted by Junsu doing something with his fingers in the vicinity of Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s balls that Changmin has definitely never seen in any pornography, Asian or otherwise. <\/p>\n
Junsu has Changmin at his limits in an embarrassingly short amount of time, and when Changmin tries to tug him back, like Junsu did to him, Junsu not only doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t move, but laughs, the son of a bitch. <\/p>\n
Changmin lets go with a curse, fingers tight in Junsu\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hair and thrusting up in a way that the others would indeed kill him for if Junsu\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hands weren\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t holding him down. Blown as his mind is, it doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t escape his notice that Junsu is more than happy to swallow everything Changmin gives him, and Junsu doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t pull his mouth away until Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s shivers are fading. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Hey,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin complains as soon as he catches enough breath to do so, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153how come you wouldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t let me?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Junsu flops down on the floor next to Changmin and wriggles close, not surprising Changmin at all with his transparent desire for praise and cuddling. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Not everybody likes it. Didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t want to scare you your first time out.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Changmin snorts as he lets Junsu crawl into his arms and scratches lazy fingers along his scalp. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Like you have anything that could scare me.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Big talk from the virgin,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Junsu mumbles, but his face is smashed against Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s sternum, and Changmin feels good enough to pretend he didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t understand a word of it. He thinks that if Junsu were to start making oyaji gags right now, he might even laugh, and he ponders, as Junsu noses contentedly at his throat, whether that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s the reason the others all put up with them. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I knew you couldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t be trusted,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Jaejoong says, and Changmin stirs and realizes that his eyes have fallen shut. When he opens them, Jaejoong is looming over them, hands on his vinyl-clad hips. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153What were you going to do if Yunho or Yoochun came in here first?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Adjust my timetable,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin yawns, stretching as Junsu shifts against him and presses closer. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Ne, Susu-ah, what about him?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Him you could probably swallow,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Junsu sighs sleepily.<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153What did he just say?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Jaejoong demands, eyes dangerous, and it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s only because of the pesky post-coital affection that Changmin lies and says he isn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t sure.<\/p>\n
*****<\/p>\n
Yoochun, though, Yoochun is a problem. Yoochun, and what Changmin has planned for him, isn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t something that he can do on a moment\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s notice on the couch or by ambushing him in the dressing room. Yoochun needs set-up. Yoochun needs finesse. Yoochun needs romance.<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153He\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s just going to cry,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Junsu points out, crunching an apple as he leans against the kitchen counter. He and Jaejoong have appointed themselves Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s co-strategists, no matter how often Changmin tells them the plan was finished long before either of them came into it, no pun intended.<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153That\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s what I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m trying to avoid,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin says through gritted teeth. He\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s sitting at the table with a jar candle in either hand, sniffing one then the other. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153What about lilac? Lilac\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s soothing, right?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Put those down, he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s going to cry no matter what,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Jaejoong counsels, barely even looking up from the soup he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s stirring. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153All you\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll accomplish with those is the possibility of one of you being set on fire.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153You two,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin snarls, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153have all the romance of Junsu\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s used sweat socks. What do you think about sandalwood?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Minnie-ah,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Junsu reaches over and pulls both candles out of Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hands, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153candles are for girls. Granted, Yoochun can be kind of a big girl sometimes, but I don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t think candles are your problem, am I right?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Is this really okay?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin asks, letting his empty hands fall to the table. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Maybe this whole idea\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s stupid. Just because you two are so easy, maybe Yoochun won\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t want\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6I mean, what if he doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Awwww,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Jaejoong interrupts, getting Changmin in a headlock and mussing his hair roughly. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153The baby\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s nervous! Don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t worry, Yoochun definitely returns your little crush.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s not a\u00e2\u20ac\u201d\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin starts hotly, but Jaejoong\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s grip around his neck is suddenly like iron and Changmin ceases struggling. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Junsu and I love you,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Jaejoong drops a kiss on top of Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s head, then lets him go, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153and so does Yoochun. Don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t worry so much.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Not to mention,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Junsu puts in, still crunching his apple, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Yoochun\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s at least as easy as we are.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
But despite their reassurances and graphic encouragement, Changmin still finds his heart pounding in his ears when he slips into Yoochun\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s room and pushes the door shut behind him. <\/p>\n
Yoochun\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s in the middle of changing, but he turns at the sound of the door, shirt undone and hands on his halfway-undone belt. He raises an eyebrow when he sees who it is. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153\u00e2\u20ac\u02dcLo, Minnie-ah,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d he greets amiably. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153If you came to borrow Jaejoong\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s Mr.Children T-shirt again, I think you ought to know that he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s threatened to disembowel whoever got chocolate chip stains on it last time.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153No,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin licks his dry lips, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153it isn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t that.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d There another second of silence, Yoochun watching Changmin patiently, before Changmin straightens his spine and asks, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Do you trust me, Chunnie-ah?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Yoochun opens his mouth to say something flip, but then he looks at Changmin a little harder, and Changmin can see in his face when Yoochun realizes that something serious is going on. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Of course I do. What\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s up?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Changmin crosses the space between them in two long strides, brings his hands up to palm Yoochun\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s face, tilting his head up. Yoochun\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s expression of confusion melts as Changmin strokes thumbs over Yoochun\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s cheekbones, changes into surprise and worry, but it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s the heat underneath that makes Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s heart pound even louder, keeps him from bolting and pretending this never happened. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Yoochun-ah?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin gives Yoochun the chance to back out, figures that Yoochun ought to at least know what he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s getting into. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153I want you, hyung. Is that okay?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
A shiver runs through Yoochun at Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s question, makes his eyes flutter shut for a second, and when they open again, there\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s nothing but heat and love in them. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s exhilarating and terrifying, and Changmin realizes that all the time he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s been thinking about what he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll give each of them, he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s never really thought about what he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll get in return. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153If I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m what you want, Minnie-ah,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yoochun says softly, tilting his head to rub his cheek along Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s palm, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153if you\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re sure\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153All of you,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin rushes to reassure, wants to make sure Yoochun has it right, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s all of you I want. But you, if you\u00e2\u20ac\u2122d let me, I wanted\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Changmin cuts off and shakes his head, frustrated with his own embarrassment at having to say the words out loud. He\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s sure that Yoochun won\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t take him seriously, hell, he wouldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t take himself seriously, and his breath catches in his throat when Yoochun stretches up to press their mouths together, gentle and slow. <\/p>\n
When he pulls away, he meets Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s gaze steadily, and Changmin tries to swallow his heart back down into his chest from where it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s crawled up into his throat. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153You want me?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yoochun asks, giving a little roll of his hips that makes Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s eyes flutter. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153First?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d he clarifies, and Changmin nods. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Not Jaejoong or Junsu? Why?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Changmin neither tells the full truth, which is that he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s sure Yoochun won\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t laugh at him when he embarrasses himself utterly the first time out, nor asks why Yoochun left Yunho off his list. Instead he drops his eyes to the side, all abashed dongsaeng, and says, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Because the crush on you came first.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Me?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yoochun laughs, and Changmin wonders if he really didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t know. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Is that true? No, don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t answer that,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yoochun interrupts when Changmin opens his mouth. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153I like the idea of it. Kiss me instead.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Changmin does, glad for instruction, catches Yoochun\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s mouth with his own. The kiss is harder than the last one, a little rougher from Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s nerves, but Yoochun soothes him by sliding arms around Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s waist and pressing close. <\/p>\n
Yoochun lets Changmin finish undressing him, and if he notices the way Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hands are shaking slightly, he doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t say anything. Somehow they end up on Yoochun\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s bed, the details of it a blur when Changmin tries to recall them later, both of them on their sides and Changmin running hands over Yoochun\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s skin with a leisure that he hasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t experienced with either Junsu or Jaejoong. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I am not stalling,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d he grumbles when Yoochun teases him about it, but it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hard to be annoyed about it when Yoochun\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s watching him through heavy-lidded eyes. Maybe he is, a little, but it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s more that Yoochun doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t seem in a rush, that Yoochun leans or lifts into all Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s touches, that the thorough attention seems to suit him. Changmin can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t help but experiment to see where else he can graze his fingers to make Yoochun sigh, where the brush of his palm will earn another low hum. <\/p>\n
By the time Yoochun says, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Okay, enough,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d and draws Changmin up for another kiss, they\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re both flushed and hard, and Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s almost ready to give up his original plan to go on making out, would be more than okay with either Yoochun\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hand or mouth. But Yoochun asks against Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s mouth if he still wants to, and after a second, Changmin nods. <\/p>\n
All his self-assurance flies out the window, though, when he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s sitting between Yoochun\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s spread legs with a tube of lubricant. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s not rocket science,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yoochun assures, the amusement in his voice putting some fire back in Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s gaze. <\/p>\n
Somehow they get one, then two of Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s fingers inside of Yoochun, Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s breath catching at the heat and the squeeze of it, and it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s only the fact that he knows he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s smarter than Junsu that keeps Changmin from insisting that this is impossible and crazy, that there\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s no way he or anybody else could fit inside Yoochun.<\/p>\n
But he keeps doing what Yoochun tells him, in that low and patient voice that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s sending shivers up Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s spine, and finally Yoochun is telling him it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s enough and rolling a condom onto him and asking which way Changmin wants him. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6\u00e2\u20ac\u009d it takes Changmin a moment to realize Yoochun\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s asking about positions, but honestly Changmin hadn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t thought through the options. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Like this? Can we?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Good,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yoochun smiles, the warmth of it making Changmin give a choked-off groan, and he pulls Changmin down with arms around his neck. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Because I definitely want to kiss you some more.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a little awkward, trying to line himself up and push forward while he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s distracted by Yoochun\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s mouth and hands, but somehow Changmin manages it, and it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s awkward but really, really good, Yoochun opening up for him in a way that Changmin feels can only be described as a miracle.<\/p>\n
As predicted, it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a little too good. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Yoochun,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin says wretchedly, dropping his forehead to press against Yoochun\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s shoulder, cheeks burning and shaking all over, and the worst part is the wave of hot tears Changmin can feel rising in his throat, also unstoppable. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Shh, it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s fine,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yoochun assures, stroking Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s back. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t move, just stay there. I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122d\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve had to tell you to stop for a minute anyway.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
It sinks in, past Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s mortification, that Yoochun\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s voice is a bit strained. Changmin tries not to sniffle too loudly. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153You aren\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t going to tell them that I cried before you did, are you?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Who says you did?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yoochun asks, and Changmin lifts his head with a frown. Sure enough, Yoochun\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s eyes are glassy, and there\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a tear track trailing into the damp hair at his temple. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t worry about it,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yoochun insists when Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s eyes widen in concern. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Am I hurting you?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin demands, embarrassment forgotten. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I said don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t worry,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yoochun repeats. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Kiss me instead.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Changmin does, even though he doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t stop worrying really, about how he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s clearly doing it all wrong. But somehow Yoochun\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s mouth chases away the worst of it, the stroke of Yoochun\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hand in his hair and down his back warm and encouraging, and eventually Changmin realizes that he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hard again and that he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s rocking against Yoochun. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Hey,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yoochun cracks an eye when surprise halts Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hips. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t stop, idiot.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153But,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin frowns again, pushing himself up onto his hands to look Yoochun over, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6aren\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t you\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153You do know this feels good, right?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yoochun asks, sliding his hands low enough to curve around Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s ass, pushing and pulling him where he wants him. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153I just need a minute, at first. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s fine now, you won\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t hurt me.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Changmin gives a dubious thrust, then nearly loses his balance when Yoochun gives an impatient growl and shoves down against him. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I just said, harder,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d he demands, and Changmin curses in wonder when he shoves back, and Yoochun\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s head falls back on a moan. Yoochun\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s still holding onto Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s ass, and he moves Changmin a little, changing the angle, until suddenly the end of a thrust has Yoochun clutching at Changmin tight enough to bruise. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153There?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin asks, unnecessarily, because Yoochun\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s already letting go of him to shove a hand in between them and jerking himself in rough strokes. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t stop,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yoochun moans, head thrown back and eyes squeezed shut, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153or I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll tell Jaejoong about his shirt,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d and Changmin would laugh if he had any breath to do so, or could think about anything besides snapping his hips into Yoochun\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s tight heat. <\/p>\n
And then Yoochun\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s coming, the pressure around Changmin increasing until it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s unbearable, dragging a second orgasm out of Changmin too soon, so that it would probably hurt if it didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t feel so ridiculously amazing. <\/p>\n
Changmin collapses in a sweaty heap on top of Yoochun, but thankfully Yoochun doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t seem to mind. Nor does Yoochun mind when Changmin can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t hold back another wave of tears, everything seeming too bright and sensitive, too much when Yoochun helps ease him out and a sense of loneliness closes Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s throat for a second. <\/p>\n
It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s better, or at least bearable, when Yoochun pulls Changmin tight against his side, throws the blankets over both of them and wraps arms around Changmin like he can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t be close enough either.<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Is it always like that?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin asks, voice muffled against Yoochun\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s chest and contemplating never facing the outside world again. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153No,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yoochun answers, and before he finishes his sentence, Changmin can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t decide whether the answer makes him happy or sad, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153usually I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m the only one who cries.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I should have liked Jaejoong first,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin complains, but he lets Yoochun kiss him anyway.<\/p>\n
*****<\/p>\n
There\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s an unintended hiccup in the final stage of Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s plans, which is that it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s next to impossible to get Yunho alone and also conscious, given their schedule. As a result, it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s almost a week before Changmin finally blackmails Junsu into making himself disappear from Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hotel room for the night. <\/p>\n
A random hotel in Hokkaido was not the setting Changmin had in mind for his endgame, but at this point he feels like he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s going to go out of his skin if he has to wait one second longer. Which is of course why Yunho gets hung up in a meeting and doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t get back to the hotel until nearly midnight. <\/p>\n
At the first sound of the door handle, Changmin tosses aside the book he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s been failing to read for the last hour and sits up. Yunho opens the door just far enough to stick his head in, obviously about to apologize, then sees Changmin waiting for him and comes the rest of the way into the room. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153So much for Junsu,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yunho chuckles, kicking off his shoes and dropping his jacket onto the chair. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153I was starting to wonder if maybe I wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t on your list.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Who told you?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin blurts without thinking, then immediately scowls at himself in annoyance, because of course Yunho wouldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t need somebody to tell him.<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s my job as Leader to know all your secrets,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yunho says lightly, coming to sit beside Changmin on the end of his bed, but Changmin sees relief in his eyes when he gets close enough, and a wave of shame washes through him that Yunho thought even for a second that Changmin hadn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t wanted him. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6\u00e2\u20ac\u009d he starts to apologize, but Yunho interrupts. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153If you want to make it up to me,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d he says, reaching over to ruffle Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hair, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153you could always show me what you learned.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153What I learned,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin repeats, raising an eyebrow. Yunho hums a yes, his hand coming to rest on the back of Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s neck, fingertips rubbing little circles against Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s scalp. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Well\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Changmin leans over to kiss Yunho. He shivers at the first brush of their mouths, nerves strung tight with the wait and his plan and the fact that it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s Yunho. Yunho must feel it, because he murmurs, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Relax,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d against Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s mouth, and Changmin takes a deep breath to steady himself before sliding even closer. <\/p>\n
After a second, it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s still not close enough, and Changmin stands, breaking the kiss for just long enough to crawl into Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s lap, knees settling on either side of Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s thighs. He palms Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s cheeks to tilt his head up for a better angle, but there\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a pause as Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s eyes meet Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s, and Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s breath catches at the heat in them. <\/p>\n
Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s eyes must look the same, because Yunho gives a hissed breath, and when he speaks, his voice is low and soft. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a good thing you didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t look at me like that when you were sixteen, Minnie-ah.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153You\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re the one who wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t looking,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin answers, then crushes his mouth down on Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s before Yunho can think fully about his confession.<\/p>\n
He focuses on the kiss, on exploring Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s mouth like he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll have a quiz on it later, on the way Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s tongue curls against his own and how he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s got one hand in Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hair and the other clutching tightly at Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s waist. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Hmm,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yunho says when Changmin pulls back just enough to breathe, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153you learned that from Jaejoong.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Guess you aren\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t Leader-sshi for nothing,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin answers, heady on the feel of Yunho rocking gently against him and the way his lips taste of Yunho when he licks them. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Want to guess some more?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m game if you are,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yunho counters. This new side of Yunho, teasing and uninhibited, makes Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s fingers curl tighter in Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s shirt, makes him lean in for another kiss. It goes on longer than Changmin intends, and he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s more than a little out-of-breath by the time he slides off Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s lap, to the floor between his legs. <\/p>\n
As Changmin pulls Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s belt free, Yunho doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t help at all, just leans back on his hands to watch with sharp eyes, lifting his hips just enough for Changmin to slide his pants and underwear out of the way. He does, however, get a hand back in Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hair at the first touch of Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s mouth to his cock, not pushing, but just letting it rest there, a warm weight against Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s scalp. <\/p>\n
Yunho is hot against Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s tongue, different than Junsu, and Changmin explores the differences with interest, until Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s fingers are tight in his hair, and Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s low moan makes Changmin glad they really aren\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t at home, because he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122d undoubtedly be hearing about that until the end of time. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Junsu,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yunho finally chuckles, pulling Changmin up from his knees and tugging him onto the bed. Yunho rolls them over until he can grind down against Changmin in earnest, pushing Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s shirt up to get his hands underneath it. He steals another hard kiss before asking, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153You gonna show me what you learned from Yoochun next?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I was hoping,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s throat feels suddenly dry and his heart is back to pounding in his ears, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153that if I pretended I was Yoochun, you\u00e2\u20ac\u2122d be interested in pretending to be me.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s gambling that Yunho really will know everything, saving him from really explaining what he wants, and his fingers tighten on Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s biceps when Yunho stares down without answering at first. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Changmin-ah,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d he finally says, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153you don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t have to\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I want to,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin interrupts. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153I want you, Leader-sshi.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
He can see the shiver run through Yunho, see the way his eyes flutter shut for a second, and when Yunho opens them again, it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s the restraint in them that makes Changmin sure it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s the right choice. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Yunho-ah,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin tries to let his certainty show in his face, willing Yunho to believe him, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153I want you.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Okay, okay,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yunho says, his laugh rich, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153I get it,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d and he lets his weight fall on Changmin, mouth searching out Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s for another deep kiss. <\/p>\n
It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a relief to let somebody else take the lead after everything else, and Changmin puts effort only into running hands over Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s skin and meeting his kisses as Yunho strips off Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s clothes along with the rest of his. Yunho urges Changmin back against the pillows, laughs wryly when Changmin reaches under them to produce a tube and a strip of foil. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Who\u00e2\u20ac\u2122d you learn that from?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yunho asks with a raised eyebrow, then barks a laugh when Changmin insists that he did all his own research for this one, thank you very much. <\/p>\n
But as over-informed as he is, Changmin can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t suppress a twitch when Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hand strays between his legs. Yunho rubs soothing circles on the inside of Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s thigh and asks again if Changmin is really sure he wants Yunho this way. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Yoochun made it look like a lot of fun,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin shrugs, impatience and nerves converting into snark. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Hurry up, you\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re giving me a complex.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Hurry up, he says,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yunho grumbles. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153You definitely learned that from Jaejoong.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d He pops the cap of the tube with his thumb, and gives Changmin a pointed look when the noise makes Changmin jump again. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Jaejoong said that if I get you drunk, you\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll talk dirty to me,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin answers, deadpan, then bites down hard on his lip when Yunho narrows his eyes and pushes the first finger inside Changmin a bit faster than Changmin is ready for. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Sorry, thought we were hurrying,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yunho says. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Ready to do it my way now?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Changmin nods, jaw tight, and Yunho kisses the inside of his knee in apology as he eases up and starts over. He does go slow, so slow Changmin feels like he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s going to go out of his skin, but he keeps his mouth shut until Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s steady touches inside him and on his cock have him ready to beg for more. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153You should\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yunho says as he pulls his fingers out. He reaches for a condom packet, but Changmin beats him to it. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153No,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin interrupts, tearing the foil open. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153I want you this way. I want to see you.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll hurt at first,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yunho warns as Changmin helps roll the condom on him with shaking hands. Changmin kisses him for his honesty, and wonders who else Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s said that to, who told it to him. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Take a deep breath and try to relax.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
It does hurt, more than a little, and Changmin squeezes arms tight around Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s neck and tries to follow his advice. It helps when Yunho kisses Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s shoulder and strokes his side with one hand. Changmin takes a deep breath, then another, listens to the steady beat of Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s heart against his ear, and finally he relaxes enough that Yunho can move forward. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Okay?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yunho asks eventually, and Changmin loosens the stranglehold he has on Yunho enough that he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s lying back against the pillows, able to see Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s face. Yunho balances his weight on one elbow to smooth Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s damp hair out of his face. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Yeah,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin answers. He\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s not, quite yet, but he will be when Yunho gets moving, when they get on with it already. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Tcht, liar,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yunho sighs, and he lets go of Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hair to wrap his hand around Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s cock instead, to coax him back into hardness while he kisses Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s cheek, his temple. Changmin turns his head to make Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s next kiss fall on his mouth instead, and he groans softly as it does start to feel better now that he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hard again. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Ready,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin insists when Yunho doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t seem in a hurry to make any more progress, and he pushes at Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s shoulder when Yunho makes no move to comply. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Really this time, ready.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Yunho begins to move, slow, one hand still on Changmin. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s still weird, but it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s better, heat prickling Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s skin, and it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s even better yet when Changmin pushes back against Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s next tentative thrust. It upsets Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s balance, though, makes his rhythm stutter, and Changmin reaches between then to knock Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hand aside and replace it with his own. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Get serious, Yunnie-ah,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin orders, pretending his voice isn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t shaking. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153If I wanted hand-holding and crying, I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122d have gone back to Yoochun for this part.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153You\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re a real smartass, Virgin-sshi,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yunho growls, but he gets his balance back, both hands planted firmly on the bed, and snaps his hips. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Not anymore,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin laughs in between gasps, and then he loses all his breath when it suddenly starts feeling really<\/i> good. <\/p>\n
Yunho encourages him in gruff commands, tells him to keep touching himself, just like that, and Changmin can only moan in response, moved just as much by the sound of Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s voice in his ear as by the thrust of Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s body against his. Yunho kisses any of Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s skin he can get his mouth on in fleeting touches, and when he grazes teeth over the curve of Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s neck, orgasm washes over Changmin suddenly, sweet and sharp.<\/p>\n
Dimly, Changmin can hear Yunho cry out, and the memory of what it felt like to be inside Yoochun when he came sends another burst of shudders through Changmin. But when Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s eyes clear enough for him to blink up at Yunho, he finds Yunho still hanging on, watching Changmin intently. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153What are you waiting for?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin asks, and for once it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s an honest question instead of a challenge. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153You,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yunho answers, and Changmin sees exactly what he means when Yunho speeds up and finally does give in to his own release, back arched and cheeks flushed. Changmin catches Yunho when he collapses, dead weight on Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s chest, and Changmin brushes kisses over Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s cheek for letting him watch, smoothes hands soothingly over Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s back until he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s stopped shivering. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t move,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin orders when Yunho starts to shift his weight away, then winces when Yunho ignores him and holds Changmin down with a hand on his stomach to pull out. Yunho kisses away the worst of Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hurt grumbles and helps Changmin rub the cramps out of the backs of Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s thighs. <\/p>\n
Curled up tightly under the blankets, Changmin tells Yunho the whole story, and Yunho listens to every word despite the fact that he already knows most of it, stroking a hand idly through Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hair and occasionally down his back. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153You can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t have thought Jaejoong was going to keep that all secret from me,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yunho says, then after a second adds, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153or anybody.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I was hoping his love of evil conspiracy would outweigh his leader-kink,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin answers, skimming fingers over Yunho\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hip and making him shiver. Yunho snorts. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153So\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6what happens now?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153You mean after we pass you around like a shiny new iPod?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Yunho asks. Changmin punches him in the shoulder without any real force behind it, but lets Yunho kiss him anyway. <\/p>\n
*****<\/p>\n
After a few days, Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s forced to admit that Yunho was not in fact kidding. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Oh god, leave me alone!\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin whines when his attempt at a nap on the couch is interrupted by a heavy weight landing on his chest. Slitting his eyes open reveals a Junsu with no shirt and a hopeful grin. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153I need sleep! Go molest somebody else!\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I heard you say that to Yoochun last night,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Junsu scoffs, already fiddling with the buttons on Changmin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s shirt. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153And you didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t mean it then either.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Susu-ah,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin says sweetly, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153I will let you lick ice cream off my naked body after dinner, if right now you go away and let me sleep<\/i>.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Can I tie you up?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Junsu inquires, pausing in his unbuttoning, but before Changmin can give any more answer than a frown, another voice cuts in. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153What happened to this grand plan of yours, Minnie-ah? Don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t you want to finish going through the members?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Changmin leans his head back to find Jaejoong leaning over the back of the couch, looking over Changmin and Junsu with interest. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153What are you talking about? I got everybody.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Sure, one at a time.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Jaejoong rests his chin on a hand. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153But what about all the combinations? Those are way more interesting.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Combinations?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin repeats, unsure whether he should be excited or terrified, but his cock has apparently made its own decision and stirs against Junsu\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s thigh. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153You, Yunho, and I,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Jaejoong continues, eyes dark and glittering, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153You, Yoochun, and I\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153You, me, and Yoochun!\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Junsu gets in on it, practically sparkling at the idea. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153And then there\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s the foursomes.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Jaejoong twirls a couple fingers in the air. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153And of course the logical conclusion.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Changmin whimpers and begins rubbing his hips more seriously against Junsu. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t worry, Minnie-ah,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Jaejoong soothes, reaching down to stroke fingers through Junsu\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hair; Junsu leans up into the touch, eyes fluttering. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Junsu and I will start you out slow.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Dibs on his mouth,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Junsu hums, and Changmin opens his mouth to argue, but it comes out as a moan when Junsu chooses that moment to start rocking his hips back against Changmin. <\/p>\n
They\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve barely gotten their shirts off when they hear the door open and Yunho and Yoochun both call out that they\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re home. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Hmm,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Jaejoong says thoughtfully, making eye contact with Changmin. Junsu\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s mouth is too full to answer. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153What do you think?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I think starting slow is for weenies,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Changmin says, and they grin at each other in evil conspiracy, just before they both call for Yunho and Yoochun to come into the living room for a minute.<\/p>\n