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Title<\/b>: Stuck in Fanservice Mode [Goto\/5*STAR]
\nRating\/Warnings<\/b>: NC-17 for member-ai.
\nSummary<\/b>: Goto is getting a little concerned that the message boards are right about him after all.
\nAN<\/b>: Well, I finally managed some decent 5*STAR porn, but you know, it was kind of painful. I wonder if I spent so long trying NOT to write pairings that I broke myself permanently, lol. <\/p>\n
Stuck in Fanservice Mode<\/b><\/p>\n
At first, Goto just blames the pull he feels towards Adachi on tension and too much time in each other\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s personal space, on being stuck in fanservice mode and on the fact that during that first winter they keep putting Adachi in this soft, soft, gray sweater coat that makes his eyes darker than chocolate and constantly slips off his shoulders. <\/p>\n
Never mind that the feeling remains long after they are as settled as trainees can be in ME, long after the sweater coat\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s been changed out for their next batch of costumes. Goto also tries to ignore the way he wakes up hard four mornings out of five, telling himself that it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s only natural since five out of five mornings he wakes up with some part of his body tangled up with some of Adachi\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s, and two out of five mornings, Adachi\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hands are drifting dangerously near the drawstring of Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s pajama pants. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I hope you don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t sleep naked in the summer,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Goto grumbles one such morning, confident that Adachi is dead to the world, as he rolls over in Adachi\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s grip and snuggles back into his pillow for whatever few minutes he has left to sleep before Sakurai comes to get them. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Because then I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll probably wake up already having sex with you.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Later, Goto will think that maybe it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a bad sign that he can say things like that out loud without even blinking, but in the moment it doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t seem very strange at all when Adachi resettles against his back and mumbles, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Pass me the melon-scented one,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d into his shoulder blade.<\/p>\n
Goto has almost gotten acclimated to burst of heat he feels in his chest when Adachi blinks at him sleepily each morning, when he realizes that he feels the same burst of heat every time he and Rin argue. They\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re standing in the hallway outside the bathroom, shouting at each other at the top of their lungs, when Goto notices it the first time. The feeling is sharper, more violent, but definitely heat, and it flares when Adachi yells from his room that they could both get a shower at the same time and solve everybody\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s problem. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153You take it,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Rin snaps, expression pinched all of the sudden, and he shoulders past Goto on the way to his room and slams the door. <\/p>\n
In the shower two minutes later, Goto leans against the wall under the hot water with his hand on his cock and really, really hopes that Rin isn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t doing exactly the same thing in his room. As soon as he thinks it, Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s muscles tighten and he comes hard, and for the next two days Goto can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t look Rin in the eye, only shaking it off when Rin teeters on the edge of breaking their rule about him not making anybody in their own unit cry. <\/p>\n
It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s just because he hasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t slept with anybody in months, Goto tells himself when he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s staring at the ceiling that night, Adachi snuffling quietly in his sleep beside him. They\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve been too busy for him to think about girls, other than the kind that shriek at them during filmings, and now that Goto thinks about it, it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s been kind of an embarrassing length of time since he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s gotten laid. He vows that next time Aoki-senpai takes them out, he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll definitely find some random girl and get it all out of his system, and then everything will be fine. <\/p>\n
But the next time they\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re out at the clubs, Rin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s birthday making him old enough to come out along with him and Adachi by now, none of the girls seem terribly appealing. Some are too silly, some are too drunk, some have a terrifying amount of hair or makeup or both. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153They\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re pretty normal, actually?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Kurosagi chuckles when Goto asks him if he doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t think the girls in this club are rather sub-par. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Ah, but I don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t look at them much anyway.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Aoki pops up and tugs Kurosagi out to dance at that moment, and Goto thinks sourly that it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s no wonder he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s being turned into a shameless fairy at this rate and orders himself another Tokyo Sunrise. <\/p>\n
When he wakes up the next morning, Goto is tangled up not just with Adachi but also with Rin. He\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s too trapped to move, but his flail does wake up Adachi. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Oh, it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s just you,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Adachi grunts, letting his head flop back down. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Morning, Hika-chan.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153What did I do?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Goto demands in horror, and then adds, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153And when did you start calling me that?!\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153You told me to, last night.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Adachi\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s lazy, sated grin fills Goto with even more terror than the dull ache in the backs of his thighs. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153And a better question might be, what didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t<\/i> you do.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Goto thinks as hard as he can, but can only come up with the sensation of his cock being surrounded by wet heat and has no idea who or even which end that might have involved. He whimpers. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Just go back to sleep,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Adachi advises around a yawn, tugging Goto back down flat on his back and curling up against his side, using Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s shoulder as a pillow. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153We\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll do it again sober so you remember all the details this time, promise.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
It can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t be normal, Goto thinks to himself even as he obeys. To want one bandmate maybe, but two definitely not. And yet Sakurai doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t look shocked at all when he shows up to shake them awake the next morning, merely commenting that Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s going to get hell from the makeup girl for that bite mark. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153What bite mark?!\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Goto demands, sitting up suddenly enough to send Adachi rolling off the bed with a crash, and from behind him he hears Rin laughing, which might be the scariest part of all. <\/p>\n
But the mystery of human nature is that a person can get used to just about anything through exposure, and by late spring Goto has stopped worrying about how often he wakes up already tangled with Adachi now that he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s stopped wearing clothes to bed, and whether or not Rin will show up halfway through or maybe be there when it starts. He doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t worry about shoving Rin behind the occasional costume rack or stripping Adachi of any sweater coats he happens to be wearing fast enough to make both of their hair stand on end from static and shock them when their lips meet. He\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s even stopped worrying about how normal it all feels. <\/p>\n
Which is about the time that he realizes he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s got a familiar feeling humming in his chest when Tsukioka curls up on his lap to watch the late night replay of their interview that day. It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s yet again different, although certainly recognizable, what he feels for Tsukioka a sort of tingly, shifting wave though his limbs, and the sparkle of it intensifies when he watches the way Tsukioka\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s lashes flutter against his cheek when he blinks, how his mouth parts a little when he gives a soft, contented sigh. <\/p>\n
Goto freezes, realizes he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s been petting Tsukioka\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hair without noticing it and also that there is a whole lot of unused couch beside them. Tsukioka shifts minutely, and Goto barely suppresses a groan as he feels himself start to harden. <\/p>\n
This is ridiculous<\/i>, he silently fumes at his body. You can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t like everybody! You\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re already having enough sex to kill a person of weak constitution! Stop it right this instant!<\/i><\/p>\n
Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s body, of course, doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t listen to him, and he ends up trying to move into a position where Tsukioka at least won\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t notice and Goto won\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t be humiliated and have to be transferred to the Nagoya branch of ME where there at least won\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t be anybody else for Goto to lust after. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Quit moving,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Tsukioka orders suddenly. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153You\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re all fidgety!\u00e2\u20ac\u009d He puts his hands on Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s shoulders to hold him still, then resettles himself squarely in Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s lap. Goto tightens his fingers in the fabric of the couch, wincing because there\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s no way Tsukioka can possibly miss what he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s sitting on now, or the fact that Goto just got a lot harder. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Ryu-chan,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Goto sighs in defeat, putting his hands on Tsukioka\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s waist to push him off gently. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153I think you\u00e2\u20ac\u2122d better\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Is that<\/i> all this is about?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Tsukioka wants to know, rolling his eyes and moving exactly nowhere. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Ne, you should have just said something, Leader.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I should have\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Goto blinks. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153What?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Tsukioka wriggles around until he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s straddling Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s lap and rocks down against him, so that Goto can feel Tsukioka\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s interest rub along his own. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s been six months and you haven\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t noticed? What did you think I was sitting in your lap all that time for? You\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re a little slow, ne.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153But\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6Sakkun\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Goto has to shake himself a little before he can think and has to tighten his hands on Tsukioka\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hips to force him to hold still before he can get a full thought out. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153It isn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t that I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m not interested, Ryu, but I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m already\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6you know, with Adachi and\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Goto has to swallow a little before he can get it all out, the first time he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s said it out loud, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153and Rin. And I don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t want\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m happy. With things this way, I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m happy.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Goto realizes he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s beaming stupidly at Tsukioka. He is<\/i> happy, even if it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s weird, even if he loves more people than he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s supposed to of the wrong gender, and he just didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t quite realize it until he heard himself say it out loud. <\/p>\n
After a moment of regarding Goto silently, Tsukioka says, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Sometimes you\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re so cute I could eat you, ne.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d While Goto is processing that, Tsukioka leans around Goto and yells, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153YUUICHI! COME HERE!\u00e2\u20ac\u009d down the hall. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Um,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Goto says, because Tsukioka is very much still on his lap, and Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s been sharing a wall with Tsukioka and Sakurai long enough to know that he doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t really want Sakurai to come out here and find his boyfriend grinding against Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s lap. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I guess it can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t be helped you didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t grow up in ME and you don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t understand anything,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Tsukioka says sympathetically, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153but don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t worry, we\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll show you.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153What?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Sakurai asks when he pads out into the living room, layers held out of his face by two very silly-looking barrettes and a pair of thick glasses on his nose. Goto has to tilt his head back against the couch to see him.<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Leader doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t think we should do it because he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s already doing it with Adachi and Rin,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Tsukioka reports, making Goto give a sharp, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Hey!<\/i>\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153This is what you interrupted me for?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Sakurai asks, narrowing his eyes and crossing his arms. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Seriously? I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m busy, you know.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Goto feels the sharp point of Tsukioka\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s chin digging into his shoulder. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Yuuichi\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s pretty hot in his glasses, right?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
And there it is, yet more heat firing through Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s veins, this one centered low and steady, right around his center of gravity. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153The fangirls are right about me,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Goto says, defeated, feeling like a terrible, greedy person. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153What are you so upset for?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Tsukioka wants to know, breath warm against Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s cheek. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153You\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re supposed to feel like that. We\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re your unit, aren\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t we?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Goto frowns. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153I don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t understand.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I know<\/i>,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Tsukioka sighs, wriggling some more. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Yuuichi, tell him, I can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t explain anything right.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Sakurai heaves a sigh and pulls off his glasses to pinch the bridge of his nose between his thumb and forefinger. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Hikaru, what do you think normally happens when you put a group of full-grown men together in a high pressure situation and then tell them to touch a lot? Most units turn out being a little too close, really, if you get my meaning.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Or sometimes they really hate each other instead,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Tsukioka added, his grip around Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s neck tightening. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153But I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m glad we aren\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t one of those units.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Sakurai nods and reaches down to stroke a hand through Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hair, and Goto barely stops himself from pushing up into the touch. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153If you don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t want to, it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s okay. But if you want to, and all that\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s stopping you is that you think you should feel weird or bad about it\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6I say who cares, personally. 5*STAR is us and nobody else, and if we say it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s fine, then it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s fine.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153What about Adachi?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Goto asks, thinking guiltily of brown eyes dark with sleep blinking at him early in the morning. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153And Rin?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
There\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s another long moment of silence.<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153When we say we\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve tried everything<\/i> to fix Rin\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s dancing\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Sakurai starts. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153He\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s really really<\/i> slow,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Tsukioka sighs, long-suffering. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153You\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re the last one, Leader, you know?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Why don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t you go sniff some hair dye,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Goto retorts grouchily, arousal now snuffed by embarrassment. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Oh, get off and go make out with Sakkun or something.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153You should take your own advice,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Sakurai advises, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153only maybe in reverse order,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d and before Goto can work all that out, Sakurai is leaning over to press his mouth against Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s. <\/p>\n
It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a little sideways, the angle too awkward for them to slot their mouths together properly, but the kiss is still firm and steady, like Sakurai himself, and Goto reaches up with one hand to fist in Sakurai\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s shirt and pull him closer, until Sakurai has to brace his hands on the back of the couch to keep himself from tumbling over it. <\/p>\n
They break apart when Tsukioka gives a soft, breathy moan, and when Goto turns his head, he sees Tsukioka watching them, his eyes wide and dark. He\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s barely taken a half a breath before Tsukioka falls on him for his own kiss, Tsukioka\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s tongue darting out to lick along Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s lower lip like he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s chasing the taste of Sakurai in Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s mouth. <\/p>\n
When Tsukioka leans back, eyes hooded and pleased, Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s arousal is back, cock almost painfully hard under Tsukioka\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s slight weight.<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153This can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t be normal,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d he says faintly, and Sakurai laughs, full-throated. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t say it was normal,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d he says, and this time when he strokes a hand through Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hair, Goto doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t bother to stop his push against Sakurai\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s touch. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153I said it was okay. Nobody in ME is normal.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Goto sighs, just letting all of it wash through him and finding that he doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t mind the taste of it terribly much. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Can we not do it here, though? I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122d rather not break in the couch.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s already\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Tsukioka begins, but Sakurai cuts him off with a careless yank of Tsukioka\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hair. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I think Leader\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s had more than enough revelations for today,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d he says, reaching for Tsukioka\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hand and tugging him so that Tsukioka hops up from Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s lap. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Bedroom?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Ne, come to bed with us,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Tsukioka coaxes, voice sweet, and Goto shivers as Tsukioka takes his hands and tugs him up and along with them. <\/p>\n
In Tsukioka and Sakurai\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s room, Goto still feels awkward, not because he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s uncomfortable with the idea, so much as that he feels like he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s intruding on something intimate. Sakurai and Tsukioka, on the other hand, don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t appear worried about it; they seem to have some practice fitting other people in between them. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m sure,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Sakurai assures when Goto looks to him with worried eyes, pushing in the same direction that Tsukioka is pulling, until Goto is on top of Tsukioka, his weight pressing Tsukioka into the mattress. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153If you had any idea the sort of thing he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s been dirty-talking me with about you for the last six months\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Tsukioka makes a deeply pleased noise and lets Goto settle in between his thighs as Goto splutters a, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153What?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Leader kink,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Tsukioka shrugs, then rocks up against Goto with a sweet moan, and Goto forgets how to breathe. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Hurry up, I want you.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t let him rush you,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Sakurai advises, ignoring Tsukioka\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s impatient whine, then leans over both of them to pull open their bedside table and pull out a tube and a strip of foil. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Anybody teach you this part yet?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Sort of,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Goto answers, struggling to hold a conversation while Tsukioka moves against him more seriously. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Adachi likes to, um, do it himself.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Of course he does,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Sakurai laughs, then pushes Goto until he rolls onto his side and hands him the tube. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Here, I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll keep this one busy while you do the honors.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153You can try,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Tsukioka says darkly, but Sakurai does more than that as he pins Tsukioka\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s shoulders down with both hands and leans down to kiss him senseless. <\/p>\n
Seeing Adachi doing it to himself is one thing, but being inside Tsukioka is another altogether, and Goto makes an embarrassing noise at the heat and the squeeze of Tsukioka around his finger. He works the second in slowly, pushing down on the soft skin of Tsukioka\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s belly with his free hand when Tsukioka starts to squirm too much. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Please?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Tsukioka shoves Sakurai back just far enough to beg prettily, pushing down against Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hand. His skin is flushed, his mouth parted and slick, and the sight of him makes Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s breath catch. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Leader, please, I really want you.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
And it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a good thing, Goto thinks dimly with the handful of brain cells not occupied by the heat of Tsukioka tight around him, that he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s been practicing this with Adachi and Rin the last few months, because practice is the only thing keeping him from embarrassing himself immediately as he pushes inside Tsukioka, until he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s as deep as he can go. <\/p>\n
Sakurai settles in against Tsukioka\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s side, watching Goto out of the corner of his eye as he kisses a lazy trail down Tsukioka\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s neck. Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s first tentative thrust stutters when Sakurai slides a hand down Tsukioka\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s stomach to palm his cock, making Tsukioka push up against both of them.<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t stop, idiot,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Tsukioka pants, thumping Goto in the back of the thigh with his heel, and Goto growls as he braces himself with both hands and pulls out far enough to slam back into Tsukioka. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Aah!<\/i> Yuuichi, you\u00e2\u20ac\u2122re gonna leave a mark again.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hard to tell whether Tsukioka is warning Sakurai or pleased about it, not that Goto can concentrate on figuring it out as Tsukioka wraps legs around his waist to force him closer and deeper. He rocks against Goto, back arching and using muscles that Goto didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t even know existed until he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122d joined ME. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s not normal that you can move like that,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Goto growls, dropping to his elbows to mouth at Tsukioka\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s collarbone. He can feel Sakurai\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hand moving against his stomach and every so often the wet tip of Tsukioka\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s cock brushes his skin as well. <\/p>\n
Tsukioka laughs breathily and tips his head back against the pillow. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m not lead dancer\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6ahh<\/i>\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6for nothing, Leader.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Ryu,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Goto squeezes his eyes shut and tries to gasp out a warning, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153I can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Wait,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Tsukioka answers, curling arms tighter around Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s neck, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m almost there.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d The motion of Sakurai\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hand shifts, and Tsukioka cries out.<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Do it,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Sakurai orders, the heat of his mouth hovering over Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s ear, and Goto feels Tsukioka tighten around him just before he crashes into orgasm himself. <\/p>\n
Goto feels himself being moved before he can really sort out his senses yet, and when he opens his eyes, he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s been rolled in between Tsukioka and Sakurai. Tsukioka is cuddled against his side, and Sakurai is leaning over him to kiss Tsukioka deeply, a hand fisted in his hair to hold him steady. Goto whimpers at the wet slide of their tongues, and then again when he realizes that Sakurai\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s cock is digging into his hip. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Hey,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Goto shifts a little, enough to work a hand between them and cautiously brush fingers over Sakurai\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s cock. Sakurai breaks his kiss with Tsukioka and hums a little as he turns to meet Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s eyes. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Um, what about\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153It\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s all yours if you want it,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Sakurai replies, meaning purposely vague, and Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s heart rate speeds up. For now, he settles for curling his hand tight around Sakurai\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s length. He gives a test stroke, and Sakurai flexes his hips into the touch with another hum of appreciation. Sakurai is hot and thick in his hand, and Goto feels a spark of electricity zip through his veins. He makes a soft noise himself and turns more fully towards Sakurai. <\/p>\n
He\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hardly shocked when Sakurai lets go of Tsukioka to palm the back of Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s head instead, then presses their mouths together. Sakurai\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s kiss is deep and slow, like the roll of his hips into Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hand, and Goto thinks that it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s no wonder he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s walked in on Tsukioka and Sakurai making out so often, if this is the way Sakurai does it. <\/p>\n
There\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a rustle of motion on Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s other side, but Goto doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t pay Tsukioka any mind until his slight weight eases over Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s legs, and then the angle of Sakurai\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s kiss changes slightly. Goto finally breaks the kiss to look up when Sakurai gives a sudden gasp and bites down on Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s lower lip, hard enough to sting. <\/p>\n
When Goto glances down, he can hardly blame Sakurai; Tsukioka\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s nestled comfortably in between Sakurai\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s thighs, his mouth two-thirds of the way down Sakurai\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s cock. Tsukioka is watching them while he does it, brown eyes big and dark with interest, and Goto shifts uncomfortably as his body responds to the sight far earlier than it ought to. <\/p>\n
As Goto watches, Tsukioka lowers his head until his lips brush the top of Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s fist. Goto squeezes his hand tight as he shivers, and Sakurai moans. Sakurai tightens his grip on Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hair and yanks Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s head back for another fierce kiss. Goto struggles to kiss back and stroke Sakurai off at the same time, until Tsukioka\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s slender fingers curl tight around his and force his rhythm steady again. <\/p>\n
He can feel Sakurai shiver against him, kind of wants to watch it too, but Sakurai\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s grip is too tight, and Goto has to admit that feeling Sakurai fall apart has its own charms. Sakurai finally tears his mouth away from Goto to bury his face in the curve of Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s neck, arms tight around Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s back as he shudders. <\/p>\n
Goto grunts in annoyance when Tsukioka sits up and pushes at their shoulders until they roll apart enough for him to wriggle in between them. But it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hard for Goto to stay irritated with pleasure still coursing through Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s veins, and the taste of Sakurai still on his lips, and Goto lets Tsukioka wriggle close until his ass is tucked tight against Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s crotch while he leans up to get his own taste of Sakurai. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153So,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Sakurai says a little later, when Tsukioka is out cold in between them, Sakurai\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s voice pitched low to not wake him. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153The thing you just did with Ryu?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Uh-huh?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Goto asks, gaze flicking up from where his fingers are stroking through Tsukioka\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s hair to see if Sakurai is really jealous after all. <\/p>\n
But Sakurai just looks relaxed, his arm curled around Tsukioka\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s waist, mouth neutral but eyes showing a spark of curiosity. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153You\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll tell me when I can do that you, right?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
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When Goto eventually creeps back into his own room, Adachi is asleep, curled loosely on his side with his own laptop in front of him. Goto picks the laptop up with a click of his tongue, then winces at the heat of the case from sitting down in the blankets. He rolls his eyes a little at the message boards on the screen before shutting the lid and setting it aside, just under the bed so neither of them will step on it in the morning. <\/p>\n
Adachi stirs when Goto slides under the blankets, pulls at him with a lazy hand until he can curl along Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s back. Goto hisses at the heat of Adachi\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s body sinking into his skin. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Mm,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Adachi murmurs, nose buried in the hair on the back of Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s neck. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153You smell like Tsuki-chin.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Guess it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s a stupid question to ask how you would know that,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Goto says, and Adachi chuckles, arm tightening around Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s waist. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Ne, Rei-chan?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Yeah?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Adachi\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s is clearly already falling back asleep. Goto rolls over suddenly and kisses him, quick, just enough to wake him back up and make sure he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s listening. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153You know how you like to, um,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Goto stumbles over the words as Adachi blinks at him, low-lidded and curious, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153yourself?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Yeah?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Adachi asks, nudging his hips a little closer to Goto\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153I want you to teach me,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Goto says in a rush before he loses his nerve, but he forgets all about his nerves when Adachi answers, \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Fuck, yes<\/i>,\u00e2\u20ac\u009d and then crushes their mouths together.<\/p>\n
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