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Title<\/b>: Backs to the Wall [Remus\/Sirius, Remus\/Harry]
\nRating\/Warnings<\/b>: NC-17 for Voyeurism, anal, and Harry’s still 15 in his bit, so I spose that’s chan really.
\nSummary: Pretty much everybody is screwed up. Fucking ensues.
\nA\/N<\/b>: For the Hurt\/Comfort challenge, 998 words. *shakes fist at word limit* <\/p>\n
Backs to the Wall<\/b><\/p>\n
Harry had only seen Remus and Sirius fight, really fight, once.<\/p>\n
It was in the final days of Christmas holidays. Everyone else was busy packing away the Christmas things, but Harry refused to help, sulking. Harry was too old for a security blanket, but not too old for the Invisibility Cloak, and he had taken to wandering the house wrapped in it.<\/p>\n
He was shuffling past Remus\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 room when he heard raised voices. The door was ajar, so he stopped to look. Inside, Remus and Sirius were standing across the room, both yelling. Fascinated by the sight of his unflappable professor shouting, Harry slipped inside and leaned against the wall. Neither man noticed the movement of the door and kept right on shouting. <\/p>\n
Sirius yelled that Remus was treating him like a child, and Remus shouted that he was acting like one and he wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t the only one who hated it here and Sirius demanded why didn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t he just leave since he wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t the one who was trapped here and he was awfully good at leaving wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t he and Remus snarled that he hadn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t been the one gone for thirteen years and Sirius screamed that it was hardly his fault and Remus informed him that it certainly was because if he hadn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t always been such crap at keeping his mouth shut then he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122d have been Secret Keeper in the first place. <\/p>\n
Sirius\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 hand came up so fast that Harry barely saw it, but he certainly heard the crack<\/i> and saw the red palmprint that blossomed across Remus\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 cheek. There was a moment of silence before Remus\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 shock twisted into a snarl. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Want to hit me back?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Sirius taunted. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Why not, you afraid? Go on!\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Remus gave Sirius a sudden shove powerful enough to push him into the wall. When Sirius tried to advance, Remus seized two fistfuls of his shirt and slammed him into the wall again. They stared at each other, nose to nose, Remus\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 low growl audible to Harry across the room. <\/p>\n
\u00e2\u20ac\u0153Something you want?\u00e2\u20ac\u009d Sirius sneered. \u00e2\u20ac\u0153You used to just take what you wanted.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Jerking Sirius forward, Remus spun him around before shoving him back into the wall. Pressing against Sirius\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 back, Remus leaned his mouth to Sirius\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 ear, and Harry just barely made out the words \u00e2\u20ac\u0153I want you.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d<\/p>\n
Harry froze, sure that they could hear his heart pounding, as Sirius gave a rough laugh and said \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Take me, then\u00e2\u20ac\u009d before twisting his head around to crush his mouth to Remus\u00e2\u20ac\u2122. Remus snarled something Harry couldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t hear and ground into Sirius, hands clutching at his waist.<\/p>\n
Harry\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s shock was quickly overrun by a rush of arousal as he watched his godfather and professor biting and sucking each other\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s lips, Remus tugging at Sirius\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 belt and Sirius fumbling with Remus\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 robes. Harry fought to keep from reaching for his own erection when Remus yanked Sirius\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 trousers down and stroked fingers down in the cleft of the pale skin. <\/p>\n
When Sirius thrust backwards onto Remus and they both cried out before Remus drove him into the wall, Harry gave in and undid his flies with shaking fingers, sighing in relief when he wrapped his hand around his throbbing cock. He locked his jaw to keep moans from escaping, even though they would have been covered by the slap of skin on skin and Sirius\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 moans for more<\/i> and harder<\/i>. And when Remus reached around Sirius to fist Sirius\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 cock and ordered \u00e2\u20ac\u0153Come for me\u00e2\u20ac\u009d, it was Harry who came, heedless of the splash of fluid onto the Cloak.<\/p>\n
Sagging against the wall and breathing hard, Harry collected himself for a minute before tugging his trousers closed. Sneaking a last look at the thrusting tangle of Remus and Sirius, Harry slipped back out the door, shutting it behind him. <\/p>\n
The image stayed with Harry for the rest of the school year, replaying across the back of his eyelids every time he closed his eyes to stroke himself. While his view had been obscured by clothing and his vantage point, Harry\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s imagination supplied Remus with a thick, blunt cock, and Sirius with a swollen, slick head protruding from Remus\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 fist. Sometimes in the shower, Harry would press his forehead and free hand into the tile, pretending it was his arse Remus was pounding into instead of Sirius\u00e2\u20ac\u2122. <\/p>\n
Harry hadn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t expected Remus to still be living in Grimmauld Place when he escaped the Dursleys that summer, but the werewolf was there, hiding in the library and only speaking when someone demanded an answer from him. The fantasy grew stronger than ever, and Harry plotted to draw Remus out.<\/p>\n
Harry waited until just before the moon, knowing his plan would only work if Remus was close to the breaking point already, before cornering him in his room after a shower. Remus clutched his towel impassively while Harry shouted at him, and Harry thought this was never going to work when suddenly Remus started shouting back, shouting about Lily and James and Sirius and how much he hated Harry and wished Harry would die for once.<\/p>\n
Harry hauled back and blacked Remus\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 eye right in the middle of a sentence. Remus was struck dumb, and Harry had just enough time to wonder if his hand was broken before Remus snarled and leapt for him, towel dropping to the floor. <\/p>\n
Shoulderblades digging painfully into the wall, Harry kissed Remus hard, shocking him into stillness again. When he tried to pull away, Harry seized his wrists and put them on his hips, whispering \u00e2\u20ac\u0153please.\u00e2\u20ac\u009d When Remus turned him around, Harry noticed places where the faded wallpaper had been shredded, hoped they\u00e2\u20ac\u2122d been made by his godfather and put his own fingers over top of them. When Remus pushed inside him, Harry thrust back onto Remus\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 cock, letting it shove out the emptiness Sirius had left behind.<\/p>\n
When Remus slumped against his back, warmth dripping down Harry\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s neck and his thigh, Harry had already forgotten which one of them he was trying to fix.<\/p>\n